11/14/07

Everyday Fairytales / Everyday Magic

Everyday Fairytales / Everyday Magic

I heard the words they said to me - "can't you let it go?"
It changed my life - But I choose how (I choose for better)
I made my choice - Have no regrets (No time for "i'm sorries")
It's good to finally see I'm free and not controlled by them.
They've chosen who they want to be (And I've chosen my path)
But I won't waste time with the ones who just let it pass.

There is no friends in them I see;
But still my ideals ring through my thoughts
And they push me to be a better man
And so I'll be the better man.


I open up (for everyone) because even they need help.
Always trying to be true to myself; my values, my vision.
The past three years (a learning curve) just made me stronger.
Now I made real friends to have - ones who are worth it.
I am finding a voice all my own and even worth hearing,
And choosing a life to lead - one for living and loving.

My life is an everyday fairytale - one I believe in
With twists and turns on the path of life full of everyday magic
Doing what I have to do so I can say doubtlessly
I've been true to myself and I am happy:
With who I am. With what I've done.
With where I've been, How far I've come.

Who needs a happy ending when they have a happy everyday?

11/8/07

I am not a band-aid!

I am not a band-aid.
I am not someone to only use and keep around until you find someone more desirable.
I am not someone to cover your pain until you find friends more able to heal that pain.
I am not someone to just throw away once you're feeling better.
I am not someone to forget about because you can't feel me there.
I am not worthless because out of sight.
I am not so easily thrown away.
I am not use-once-and-destroy.
I am not dime-a-dozen
I am not a band-aid.
I don't want to be treated like one!